Not as much as tomorrow
I had to smile at that comment left at my last post. A comment left by anonymous instructing me to stop writing about anonymous you. Your vanity fascinates me. It really does. Go scratch your head now.I have forgotten you more today than yesterday. Pretty soon, all the people who knows us will be receiving that sweet note:
Dear Miss/Mister ________,
Salbaheng Floi had [insert anonymous' name here] erased from her memory. Please never mention their relationship [or whatever game it was they played] again.
Lacuna, Inc.
Successfully eternal sunshined. Oh, a spotless mind.
Then...
Patrick. Singing. Sucking all my memories of you and turning them into his own. Making me wonder what beauty he sees in me now when all I see in the mirror is the monstrosity of heartbreak.
I like him more today than yesterday. All of him. Despite his whole pogi-rock cheesiness. Despite my reluctance to listen to his music and the urge to throw up everytime I do. Despite that funky feeling I get everytime I see his face on print or everytime I hear that utterly famous, pop-culture defining song. Despite all. And I don't even know why.
Still I see the tears from your eyes... Maybe I'm just not the one for you. ---That's what makes it a broken sonnet.
You never listen. These are supposed to be my monologues. Reply not and I will shut up soon enough.
5 Comments:
ksi naman wala naman sinabi basahin nya ito dba? inutusan mo ba cya? d naman eh ksalanan nya un hehe
awww... :(
Hey Floi,
Hmm. Hehe. Nice entry.. As always.Ü Hey, am so sorry I couldnt go to Saguijo tonight. I have work tomorrow -- going on-site. And I thought that I could go out tonight. I'm pretty sure that the earliest time I'm gonna be going home is at 2AM. Dammit. I'm leaving at 7AM tomorrow. There's no way that I can wake up on time. So sorry. See you next time.Ü I told Joe to say hi for me... Enjoy and have fun tonight!
looks like the brokenhearted gurl is now healing thru the help of a cheesy pogi and someone finally realized the repercussions of their actions.
everyday is going to be one more day away from that heartwrenching day and u will soon smile genuinely again dear.
oh and dear i so love that movie as well. ^_^
ayj, sakto.
cheenee, more like =)
russ, sayang. I had a great time with Tiepee, Tins, Joe and Arthur. Looking forward to hanging with you again soon! ^_^
amgine, i am smiling genuinely again now! so nice the movie noh? ^_^
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